I am developing a body of work that sits at the intersection of time, the female body, and consciousness. I find myself increasingly aware of the body as both an archive and a vessel- carrying memory, desire, loss, potential and transformation simultaneously. My work explores the threshold between biological and cosmic time: how the body records experience that often precedes language, and how transformation can be understood not as decline, but as expansion.
The Loire residency felt uniquely aligned with this stage of my practice. Working with duration, bodily change, and cycles of transformation, I wanted dedicated time within a landscape shaped by water, geology, seasonality and deep histories of change. The river offers a powerful metaphor for what I'm exploring: the continual movement of time, the accumulation of memory and story, the coexistence of erosion and renewal. I wanted the landscape not as a backdrop but as an active collaborator in the work.
On arrival I went straight to the river to begin this immersion to my surroundings, I passed a sign to Chinon and was reminded that this is where Joan of Arc first met and convinced the Dauphin Charles to believe her. I was seduced.
I began thinking about what these feminine waters (Loire being feminine in French) have carried and buried, what stories are missing. This valley's history was shaped by remarkable women- Joan, Catherine de Medici, Anne Boleyn, Camille Claudel, Dorothea Tanning. Women shaped by, and sacrificed to, the histories around them.
I started to imagine what an alternative history/future might look like: one where power structures and gender roles could be more ambiguous, where women's stories were documented beyond domesticity. Herstory rising to the surface. A landscape carved by submission, yield, surrender- the slow wearing-down of power games and gender rules.
I was drawn to the historical graffiti scratched into the soft stone of the region- as record, but also as evidence that the wearing-down of something soft can leave something permanent. That idea has shaped how I've worked. I have cast my own body to make breastplates, working the latex into soft, flesh-like textures. I have made ceramic "weapons" from typically feminine objects: sewing needles, fruit, vegetables- alongside mono prints that I have painted over. Casting, sculpting, printing/scratching, painting: each a way of pressing something soft into something that lasts. I hope that by the end of the residency I will have visually built a world I could return to and embody. A future performance not yet realised, in which my own impermanent body meets these permanent works. A woman in time, recorded.
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